Suffering from waking up
I was dreaming that I had friends
Im alone – this is how it ends;
The only mistake what I did,
My heart were many time bleaded.
Words what they told me made me real pain,
No one can help me – Im restrain´;
These words are echoing in my head,
I cannot live like this - Im dead.
I was watching their dark shapes at the night,
and heard what they talking about, I left them polite.
They ignorating me... I feel just like a parasite,
I wont disturb them – I blend out in sight.
I dont know what happened...
I wanted be a good friend,
Just they trhrew me,
And dont accept the gift what I have send.
They all planing a trip with lot of fun,
They have no enough people, to join the sun.
They think about strangers, who they dont know,
I was just sitting there, and my mud were turning low.
No one said my name, no one wanted me to join,
The waking up smoter me like a spinning coin.
Its depressing, shatering
But now I know Im part of nothing.
Im alone – this is how it ends;
The only mistake what I did,
My heart were many time bleaded.
Words what they told me made me real pain,
No one can help me – Im restrain´;
These words are echoing in my head,
I cannot live like this - Im dead.
I was watching their dark shapes at the night,
and heard what they talking about, I left them polite.
They ignorating me... I feel just like a parasite,
I wont disturb them – I blend out in sight.
I dont know what happened...
I wanted be a good friend,
Just they trhrew me,
And dont accept the gift what I have send.
They all planing a trip with lot of fun,
They have no enough people, to join the sun.
They think about strangers, who they dont know,
I was just sitting there, and my mud were turning low.
No one said my name, no one wanted me to join,
The waking up smoter me like a spinning coin.
Its depressing, shatering
But now I know Im part of nothing.
Erik Putz
11-07-2006
